Color and rain.

I had to stop myself

Thursday, November 27, 2008 7:33 PM

It needed to end. Seriously.

I had learned from my guy seatmate, a friend of his, that he has someone else in mind. Apparently, it's his ex..crush?

I wanted to tell my seatmate, "Wala naman siyang pag-asa dun eh. Ako na lang." But that would make me sound desperate. Really, really desperate.

And even though anytime my friends would slip out his name from their lips and he'd stray away from me, I guess I'll be fine. I've lived for 2 years with him, 13 years without noticing his eyes, the way he smiles and talks, so what would a few years of recovering do to me? :D

I'm feeling moody, really moody. I've been punching guys, slapping them hard on their backs. One time, he got angry because I slapped him too hard and he thought I did that for nothing. Actually, one part is because I'm so full of shit that day and the other is because I just wanted him to notice me. I guess I got that one. :)

"And I swear, you're just like a pill, instead of making me better, you're making me ill.."Just Like A Pill, Pink.