Color and rain.

Lyrical Lie

Sunday, November 16, 2008 11:49 AM

"You two look good together."

But we can't be together. Because I'm not even close to being his close friend. Wayy behind his bestfriend. I'm thinking I'm just a friend. A friend, hah.

I seriously look pathetic. Desperate. And then when I fled from that oh-so horrible scene, it seemed movie-like, I felt so stupid. Knowing him, he's gonna think I'm into him and stay away from me like what he did with the others who had countless infatuations with him. Oooh, so that means I'm one of the girls who swoons when he plays basketball, who gets jealous when he gets close with someone else, who wishes to be his girlfriend.

I'm not that. I'd be thankful if miraculously I'd be his girlfriend, but since that is out of my reach, I'd settle to be his bestfriend. I've been wishing for that for 2 years now. Haha,

"It's like a love story gone WRONG!"

Una said that. Funny right? Love story. I don't expect. But still it hurts when he gives something to her and not me. I get jealous and shit. But who cares? Not him of course. I'm just a friend. Cliché.