Color and rain.

Summer.

Thursday, March 19, 2009 7:59 PM

It's summer, finally! YES! :DDDDDDDD
Two months away from him. I can't see him, I can't talk to him. And it's fine, it's fine.
And you know what?

What?

After this summer, his Significant Other would graduate and go to college. I was happy, really fcuking happy.

That was before I found out that they had plans to see each other over the summer. In that way, there is less chance that they would break up next year. Yay.

Well, I guess if he's happy I'll...

I'll try to be happy for him too.

Melodramatic much? What I really mean is that I will find a way to break them up for good. AND THEN I'LL BE HAPPY.

Just kidding. Whatever.

I'll find MY own story,and it would be better than theirs.

And you know what? I lived for 12 or 13 years not caring if he existed, so what's the difference with another 12 to 13 years? If in the future we'd see each other again, we'd give each other 'hello's, smile and go on our seperate ways. And if the two of them got married, well, it's fine! This thing's called infatuation, not love. If I can't forget him, it's because I haven't bumped on the right person yet.

I will, if not soon.