I rarely use this blog.
:D
1. dA
account - I feel so
untalented, so fricking
unworthy when I see
other people's godly works. Seriously.
There's this girl,
she's 15, and
she's awesome. AWESOME.
2. Hypersomnia
- Hah, I sleep for twelve hours if there's nothing
to
do, then take
naps
if there's still absolutely nothing to do. I'm
probably
depressed or
something. HAH. [click the link if you want to,
look at
the
last
sentence of the Causes part.
Yeah.]
3. I'm saving MONEY?! -
Well, yeah. Shit, it's hell. It's
fucking summer, spend some of your
savings. I would've bought a dozen books
or
paint or batteries or cotton
candies (yayy) but no. I'm saving
because my
older
sister's saving
money for her new phone because
Papa
refuses to give
her money.
So to make her feel less deprived of
all the
good things, I'm
saving with her. Besides, I need a new
camera, or
phone, or
laptop. Or
books.
:D
4. Losing interest in all things
moving - I don't like
Kakang Tata ang Manong Binbin anymore. It's
like turning off a light. With a
flick of the switch, they're gone. Unless
by some chance I met either of
them,
Manong Binbin having a greater uhh,
chance, since he was I think
my
childhood
friend, then that would be
super swell.
Super swell? FTW?
5. Going to school...in SUMMER - They say that it for our
own good, if we want a good future, a
good, steady job and a good foundation
for
a family. I say, brainwashing
isn't illegal if you don't know it is. Chew on
thaaat.
6. Less sugar/coke/coffee highs - I don't eat or drink those
that much nowadays, especially coffee,
because my heart palpitates like
crazy. I
MISS YOU COFFEE!
7. Psychological/Behavioral
disorders - I Wiki a lot, and
most of the time I search about
Behavioral Disorders, and still figuring out
which one do I have. At first,
I thought I'm bipolar, and then I saw
Cyclothymia, and more stuff. Aagh. I
can't just go to the
psychiatrist. I have to tell my parents and
they'd be like, whoa. XD
8. People who are lucky and they
don't know it - If you
don't want it, give it to me
then.
9. Dusk and Summer - I
can't sleep at times because that
song always plays in my head, and then
I'll sing. It's like, If You Seek
Amy,
the "Lalalalalalala"
part.
10. College - I know, I
know. One more year, but still. The
pressure of your parents saying "You
gotta go to U.P. or UST or Ateneo or
LaSalle" is really, really,
nerve-racking. Seriously, sometimes, I just wish
that highschool's the last
part of your education stuff. Then you could go
to
work and earn money
and indulge yourself. BUT NO. How are you
going
to do
that if
you don't know anything?
The little girl inside my head has a
point.
**It wasn't supposed to be LADY
Lenka,okay? It's only because I
saw a picture of Lady GaGa and I'm listening
to Lenka at the same
time.**